☆★ THERE'S MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE...... ☆★

ARGGHHHH!!! i had to let it out, School is a FREAKING NIGHTMARE~~!!!! Imagine its only the end of week 4. and we have tons of projects ,and of course tons of reports that go with it due on week 6 ! Its like f-ing shit!!! *ARGHHHH* SAVE ME!~~ And on top of this freaking ton of projects...and probably the exams to come with it, i have to tolerate some crappy ;oh so waste of time matters that are so "URGH" . Now it all seems clear what "there's more than meets the eye" means. NEVER EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!.





The world is really getting pathetic...! YES .. i am lazy... or so i seem to be..for for your info,i do constructive stuff as well.When i actually start doing stuff...even though i say lots of crap but that's the whole point of a discussion;brainstorming..you say whatever comes to your mind..cause for all you know it might just work out. The last thing i need or do not deserve is for people to ask me to start saying something constructive when what i am actually blurting out is what comes out from my mind and are actually quite applicable when you're just sitting there waiting , expecting to be blown away. I don't really care how great you think other people are alright...that's for you to think..but there is a line..a limit that you should draw ok...!It just feels so unright..so unfair for other people to be treated this way.





And i never demanded anyone to follow what i say..if anyone who doesn't agree then go by the mojority ok.... so what if there are stuffs i wanna do...those are what i wanna do man....i was just going with what was suggested initially as i found i had some benefits from it... then you turn around then later bitch about me?!! Its like...so contradicting alright....i sure the situation would have changed if someone else suggested it instead of me.Its like i'm doing stuff because someone else wants to do it but not me.! Why should i force myself to be unhappy when i can be happily doing things i want and not be used as an excuse for anything!






How many more people are you going to drive nuts before you finally realise it!? i mean is it soo freaking hard. Some things that aren't meant to be yours, you've gotta learn to take it in your stide and pick yourself up from there..not go back into it and make yourself fall further into the pit and can't come out when you've finally realised it. And stop using me or anyone to take the rap for whatever issue. Some people are just not what they seem to be! And i've only come to realise that now. I've never really realised how sad and pessimistic i've become over this period. Now i know... and i've come to realise...sometimes...the most innocent people..may have the blackest hearts of all...!!! NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER! how true..!!





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出会えたことが嬉しくて　なんだか涙が溢れてく
何時しか遠く離れても　確かな絆は途切れない
心に元気無限大　大切な仲間

ありがとうー


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