☆ーーAM I HAPPY....??? ーー☆

♪♪♪ Yes.. i've been wondering.... Am i happy..?? i don't know... these few days... i just lack the mood to do anything else then to sleep and jus relax... just thinking of the next fews weeks is just so horrible.. imagine the rest of the month just doing nothing but projects after projects and studying afer studying.. seriously.. poly life isn't what everyone expected to be.. if you thought the grass was greener over here..think again... its horrid!!!!! AHHH.. i don't know.. i hate school.. and i'm starting sch life again tomorrow..sigh.....!!!! ～★☆





TACKEY from the new single PV - VENUS

Ok.. i had Jappo lesson today.. just learned the realy basics... + most of hiragana.... erm.. would say today's lesson was quite boring.. not cause the teacher's boring or what.. its just that.. stacey and i have already learned this stuff. so yeah.. after class popped by bugis...saw this pair of slippers..wanted to buy.. don't have my size.. sad.. then saw this bag.. would have bought it if that auntie didn't pressurise and turn people away with her " if you come back later no more this offer already" GAHHHH.....!!!!!! but.. the bag..isn't very practical for school.. but .. i still love it...!!!!! Later came back home.. was on the 190 bus.. saw my brother at wisma bus stop there..wahaha.. called him and disturb him.. he said he didn't care.. but later. i kept seeing him looking behind looking out for me.. that act cool fella.. *WAHHAHAHAHAHA* Yeah... YAMAPI's diary.. his entry ytd.. really very meaningful.. very rare of yamapi to type more meaningful stuff than food... sometimes.. reading his diary gives me the inspiration to live another day.. sigh .. His entry BELOW:

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傍晚好(o^o^o)
啊~今天以這個韓國泡菜來下飯吃唷﹗
順帶一提﹐這個泡菜是仁媽媽做得唷﹗

今天下雨了﹗
雖然很討厭下雨﹐不過最近在向上地考慮﹐努力尋找下雨的好處﹗
首先是能穿雨衣﹗
根本就沒穿啦﹗笑
還有能穿長靴﹗笑
也沒有穿啦﹗﹗笑
就這樣的感覺來說﹐下雨還真是很棒呢﹗笑
但是就是因為下雨滋潤了農田才能吃到如此美味的米飯呢﹗
還有就是也是﹗
沒有雨的話不就不能生存了嘛﹗
發現好像喜歡上原本討厭的東西其實意外地很簡單呢﹗
最近看了很多各種的東西﹐以前對下雨真的很不行﹐找到它的好處之後也就不再討厭了﹗
我想是人都是這樣的吧﹗
我是那種嘴上決不會提到自己討厭的傢伙﹐沒辦法恭維他和他說笑﹐超頑固的類型的人﹐不過在找到那家伙的好處之後﹐就會變得不那麼討厭了唷﹗
雖然要馬上喜歡上是很困難啦﹗
要是沒有討厭的傢伙﹐絕對每天都會過得很開心呢﹗
骯髒的心也會玷污整個人吧﹐大概
大家都去尋找彼此的優點的話﹐這個世界一定會變得非常平和吶﹗
戰爭當然也不會發生﹗
發起戰爭到底能得到什麼呢﹖沒有吧﹗笑
好~我的想法﹐不對﹐是將我們［親密朋友們］的想法種植在這個世界上吧﹗
YEAH﹗從明天開始YOU們就去尋找討厭的人事物的優點吧﹗

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CREDIT : N.B.J .. this is for personal use.. so don't anyhow grab it and post elsewhere.. i might get malign for nothing...*WAHAHAHA* ciao.. guess i better go prepare for bed...sigh.. its school..tomorrow.. and...tuesday biz plan project..sigh.. another boring day on tuesday.... better fly home tomorrow and nap to revitalise my energy for tueday!!! ～★☆

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