☆本当にすみませんでしたーㅠㅑ무ㅜㄷーー☆

♪♪♪FIRST.. i wanna say sorry for whatever happened for the whole of last week ....whatever i've said...whatever actions i had taken.... werid..bad or what-so-ever... i wasn't myself last week... its was totally horrible for me last week.... i didn't know whats wrong with me......from being sick..moody...pissed....horrible.. even i couldn't stand myself last week....it was probably eating me alive or something... so whatever i've said or did last whole week that might have hurted or pissed anyone.. i'm saying sorry now for it......thanks to those who listened to me ...if not i might be feeling worst with everything kept inside....i didn't know why last week i was unhappy about a lot of stuffs and why i was feeling unhappy for those ....getting other people to help with stuff may not have been a good idea eh..??..totally regretted that...but at that point.. i was really feeling an ultimate low..eventhough i seemed happy on the outside.. i didn't want to offend people with what i say ..so....oh well..i guess these things happen for a reason...?? Its over anyways.. i'll be more careful next time on!!!! a lesson for me this time i guess..?? *BIG HUGS*... so those who listened to me..and truly understand what i was going through last week..... thanks alot....!!!～★☆



hmmm... today had school... didn't really want to come to school...cause i seriously did not feel well.. physically and mentally perhaps...??? Mood feeling really really lousy.. went to sch for thinking skills and electronics e learning..felt i had to go for these 2 more impt lessons...after that went for break then i flew home..cause at that moment really horrible...hmmm... came home...slept from about 1 plus to 6 plus... feeling better....maybe even mentally better.. at least i can think better now....erm... there was alittle bit of tension at first today..but after that it was ok... so i felt much better... hmm.. hope this new start of a new week would be better for me..........!!!!!!!!!!!!～★☆

ー見えないものに立ち向かう..　希望．勇気 手に入れろ..
明日へ続く道のりを..　一歩ずつ踏み出してみる..
未来に祈るように .. 月を見上げてみる..
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